Tuesday, July 05, 2011
没有想象自己会去喜欢上你... 也不知是从几时开始...
我知道我们之间有很大的距离，根本不可能有任何的结局...
但感情这种事说来就来，不是你我能够控制...
给我一个机会走进你的生活圈子里，让我好好的去爱你....
哪怕爱过的时间短暂，只愿有你在我身旁...
在我开心时为我欢唱，在我软弱时扶我一把...
我不要求你天天在我身旁，只要你心中时时刻刻都为我体谅...
一个小小的慰问，已足够让我的心飞腾....
一个小小的拥抱，就已足够令我的呼吸停跳....
在我的心里，你已经是那么的奇妙...
在我的梦里，你总是给我个微笑...
真不能想象没有你的日子里， 我应该如何曲调...
(原来我也能够作词)。。。 哈哈哈。。。
说真的：
把心中想要说却没勇气说出来的话画在纸上，还真是舒服!!!!
* Live ♥ Love ♥ DANCE *
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
我要开工了！！ 那是一件好事！！！ 期待开工的日子快快到来！！！ 希望 MB 你也一起被接受， 那我们就能够一起合作了哦。。。
MB ：如果他们有联络你一定要让我知道哦，不要给我任何惊喜。。。没必要！！！
HTCW ： 我没有那么的牵挂着你了。。。只是偶尔会想起你而已。。。这也是一件好事！！ 很开心！！！ 因为日夜的想念终于淡化了。。。我也因为这样心情轻松了很多。。。希望你也一样喔！！
还有五个月，青年奥运会就要在新加坡举行了。。。我也收到了我到时候的工作岗
位了！！！ 很兴奋能够参与第一届的青年奥运会，相信会是一个毕生难忘的经历。。。
现在虽然有很多开心的期待，可是内心里有一个很邪恶的希望！！ 一直在诅咒着一个令我非常讨厌的人！！ 希望她快点死！！！ 不要再来烦我了！！！ 现在写着的时候都想着她快死掉！！！ 走路被车撞死；吃饭被啃死；冲凉被水淹死；煮菜被火烧死；睡觉被鬼轧死！！！ 反正就是快点死就对了！！！ 不要天天发简讯给我；烦死我了！！
STPS ：去死吧！！！！！
* Live ♥ Love ♥ DANCE *
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Yoooohoooo...... Smile away.... Giggling away...... Why?????Hahahaha..... Coz' finally finally finally.... so long liao leh.... weeks.... finally i have a reply from the fb chat from him... wowowowowo..... happy!!!! short conversation but happy..... coz' it means he is not totally not talking to me lor.... hee.......
* Live ♥ Love ♥ DANCE *
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
时间是不会为了任何人或原因而停留的！！ 新的事物总有一天会变成旧的；生命的旅程一样的，不会停息在任何一刻；新的记忆也将在这生命的旅程前往的途中被创造。 无论悲喜，生活还是要继续的过下去。。。 而生活是否精彩，就将取决于我们怎么去生活了！！！
oh my gosh... i really miss him!!! miss him alot!!! it has been weeks and i thought i will forget about him over the time... ohhhh.... but is not the case!!!! as time passes, i realised i miss him more than before!!!
is not the boy-girl kind of relationship that we shared and i miss... though is simply friendship, is a true friendship i treasure, a friendship that i never expect to develop... he might not know, and maybe will never know how much i miss him.. he mite be still angry with me and not want to talk to me at all... but to me, i still treasure our friendship up till today... i am still hoping for the better... i am still praying that we will be close again one day and it will be soon....
though new memories mite be build by each individual... he might know more friends now and gradually forgetting about me... forgetting about the time that we shared together and all... the nights of chit-chatting and drinking... the afternoons of gym together... he really might have erase all those memories.... but not for me!!! no matter what new things happen... those time spent together, the moments we shared... will FOREVER be in my memory... ALWAYS!!!
HTCW : I MISS YOU ALOT!!!!
* Live ♥ Love ♥ DANCE *
Sunday, January 24, 2010
一月二十二日一零年 星期五 雨转阳
我感到很痛心
你在 FB 说被信任的人背叛和出卖，被信任的人给伤害
你也说不是真心就一定会换得真心的对待
而真心 = 真心骗人的！！！
已经要两个星期了，我还是一直为着我的那一个举动感到内疚
而你的不体谅和误解，还有那沉默的态度以及对我的不理不睬使我觉得世界突然变得一片灰暗；阳光也变冷了！
心中的那盏灯仿佛被熄灭了；有点失去希望的感觉
虽然刚刚分手却象告别了很久，你使我度日如年！！！
非常的记得和想念曾经与你一起度过的时光；很希望时间能够倒退一点，回到过去
我们曾情同两手，一起开心，一起悲伤，彼此分担，总不分我或你
我们共赴患难，绝望里紧握着手
可是现在故事情节以到了朋友说再见的剧终，我也只能够欣赏我们一起的合照
记得 ：你的每一个举动和你的每一句话
想念 ： 你的声音，你的微笑，你给我的感动和我们之间的温柔
想你的天空下起雨来；没人心疼的黑夜，脸颊两行咸咸的泪水以多的能够流向大海
我们一起时的往事，一幕幕就像潮水
闭上了双眼还看见和你的缠绵；眼角的泪水洗不去心中的伤悲
越记得越想念就越孤单
直到今早，我才有了另一种感触，一种完全倒过来的感触 ：一种例如心如刀割的痛苦；一种失去宝贝了的心痛；和一种无法用话语来形容的悲伤
心痛 = 知道今早我确确低地的失去了这个朋友
悲伤 = 你把所说过的话颠倒是非，为了利益和生存而不顾一切的维护自己
痛苦 = 被最要好，最信任的人冤枉，又无法澄清一切
虽然很想去放弃和忘记这段友情，封锁有你的记忆，但就是无法做到
放弃 ：一同走过的路；一起共有的梦想；一起付出的努力
忘记 ：那些一起度过的时光，无论是感动或悲喜
可能是不习惯没有你在身边，也可能是还不习惯孤独，所以每天还是想你很多遍
你让梦沉沦，让我觉得自己变愚蠢
请让我把所有的思念，所有的舍不得都丢进回忆的黑洞尘封吧！！！
可能一开始走得那么近就是一个很大的错误
如果没陷入这场友情的游戏，是否现在的心情会是平静的?
心里失去友情的伤痕，不是两三天或一言两语就能恢复的！
这种心碎和伤悲，就如广阔的天空和大海一样，没有围墙
无论你怎么样飞，怎么样游，都无法飞或游出去
我希望乌云上有晴空；盼望有彩虹；相信阳光总在风雨后
* Live ♥ Love ♥ DANCE *
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
WOW..... It has been a loooonng loooong time since i put up my last post.... Was REALLY REALLY busy....
brought my little cousin for the Dance Appreciation Series "CINDERELLA" by SDT at the esplanade yesterday... The performance was oki oni.. not much settings and is less than an hour... veri minimal stage settings and even dancers' make-ups are also to the very minimal.. so many parts of the dance were taken out and alot of talking and explanation of the story by the artistic director...
sat quite far from stage, not the usual seats that i will pay for... well... by the time i got my ticket, i was oni able to get seats at the foyer stall since this is a "same price for all categories" performance... Row EE 34 and 35... so can't really see all the dancers' face very clearly... oni can make out from the height and the dancers' dancing styles, who is who.. i mean for those who are not doing the lead roles... Yeah!!! Haiying is Cinderella and Chen Peng is the Prince... Natalie and dunno who are the step-sisters... And from a far far distance and like i said from the height and the dancers' usual dancing style, i think Zhou Lin is one of the dancer in the winter season.. Very short role.. about 2 minutes at the most... sad...
left the esplanade for the train station quite immediately after the performance and guess what... i think Haiying is super lah... she changes out of her costume, removes her make-up, reties her hair in such fast speed lor... coz' she was also out of the concert hall almost at the same time as i do... we walked to the train station together and spoke a bit.. but most of the time she was asking my little cousin questions about the dance and her ballet lessons...
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today (18-feb) is not a good day to start with and bad news kept arriving... that is bad!!!
1st thing in the morning when i woke up, i haf my period.. something i hate when the next day is a Ballet day!!! den i received a sms from marissa, telling me that the project she wanted me to cover for this week till end april is cancelled... the reason she gave was that jessica will continues with watever left over and that she has almost covered all the locations... which i dun tink is the reason y she doesn't need my service anymore... i tink she found someone elses to cover jessica's duty oredi.. so that goes my project and means i have to start looking for projects to do again before season 2 of first class starts end april...
next came an email from mm stating that she received a letter of complaint about me from a flat owner for the shoot on 14th feb.. i dun understand y there r some people who are so free and thinks that because they are working in a law firm means they haf to complain for every single thing... now mm is really angry with me because of this and want me to write a report and apologies letter to the owner.. STUPID la!!!!!!!!! AND MOST WASTE TIME OF ALL.. I HAVE TO MAKE A TRIP TO OFFICE TML TO LOOK AT THE LETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oki.. i haf to stop now to go write the DUO YU report and write to the STUPID, MEI SHI ZHAO SHI ZUO, IRRITATING and all the 'CRUDE' words that describe him, an apologies letter.. (when fault is not even at mine)!!!
So till when i am free the next time, i shall post again...
* Live ♥ Love ♥ DANCE *
Thursday, January 01, 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009
* Live ♥ Love ♥ DANCE *
